Hold me now

But just not at night.

I’m not a night time cuddler. Fucking all night? Yes! But I’ve always been more of a solo sleeper. My ex was also a solo sleeper so I had almost 20 years of my side of the bed to myself. He was sensitive to having me breathe on him, so I didn’t even face him at night.

But Maestro? He’s a hardcore cuddler. All night, full body, grabbing. And after 6 months I’m still not on the cuddle train! I sometimes roll over towards him for a quick hug. Sometimes I hang in there for 20-30 minutes. But all night? Too much touching. (Haha … I’m imagining George Bluth in prison now … NO TOUCHING!) Plus I get really hot, and menopause with all its hot flash and night-sweaty glory is getting started. Throw in a south-facung bedroom and summer on the way? I may need to sleep outside!

I haven’t given up on the cuddle train, though. Maestro’s hair is very soft and it’s lovely to wake up with my face buried against his head. Or to feel a nice hard cock pressing against my back first thing in the morning. Like this morning. If night time cuddles leads to more morning fucks – I’m all in!